tamed shit

I dated this guy once, he's not the nicest, definitely not everyone's favorite.. but he was, to me.. My best friends was against me dating him--because of valid reason--he had some bad reputation when it comes to his relationship with girls. I didn't mind with that, I thought maybe people misunderstood him--like he always told me, maybe he's not as bad as what people say about him. We don't know, I choose to trust him and he told me it was ok to trust him. We had lot of fun together, we held hands, we were out and about, supporting on each others' back, i knew his parents and he knew mine--he even got close to my little brother. We were so close that I forgot about everything that people said about him. I was truly in love with him without me knowing it, and I had never had such feelings before... it made me think about our futures, maybe we could be doing this forever.....? I was being clingy to him because I loved him so much that I wanted to be with hi...