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Heavenly... Blush

I dated this guy once, he's not the nicest, definitely not everyone's favorite.. but he was, to me.. My best friends was against me dating him--because of valid reason--he had some bad reputation when it comes to his relationship with girls. I didn't mind with that, I thought maybe people misunderstood him--like he always told me, maybe he's not as bad as what people say about him. We don't know, I choose to trust him and he told me it was ok to trust him. We had lot of fun together, we held hands, we were out and about, supporting on each others' back, i knew his parents and he knew mine--he even got close to my little brother. We were so close that I forgot about everything that people said about him. I was truly in love with him without me knowing it, and I had never had such feelings before... it made me think about our futures, maybe we could be doing this forever.....? I was being clingy to him because I loved him so much that I wanted to be with hi...
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WHAT IS SO WRONG WITH ME

This is like my personal notes, like i dont even care if people do see this but im not sure that you all really that care about my life.  So recently i've been thinking a lot, that i have to be independent and have to be succeed, so i need to graduate just good and learn so damn hard!! I need to produce my own money, be fricking rich, live with it, charity half of my money away, and grow up with animals (such as cats, dogs, hamsters, birds, fishes, etc) and family (dad mom brothers) . Sounds weird, but that's like my life-goal.  Because i cant see myself dating with someone and live with them? I've been single my wholeeee life (not really tho? Lol), and recently there is no one that catches my eyes (/heart?) and there is no one that hitting me.  AND IT MAKES ME WONDER  What's so wrong about me?  What on EARTH IS SO WRROOONG ABOUT MEH  wHY IS NOBODY GIVING ME SIGN THAT THEY LIKE ME OR SUCH WHAT IS SO DAMN WRONG WITH ME MA Inner me: Okay; lem...
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DREAMS

I used to dream to be a singer, growing up, i gave it up.  I cant adulting well, but letting go of my dream might be the most adulting thing i do.  I love to sing, i really want to work with music, but it's just... it seems impossible, so i wake myself up and told myself to find a real dream--not that being a singer is unreal--it's just i saw some real talents and it seems to me that i'm a rotten potato. Anyway, i fought a lot last year. I always wanted to travel all over the world, since i like to learn new languages and i like to learn their cultures, so i wanted to go to the Hub. Internasional major, tho my dad opposed it. I fought my weak ass to study so that i got accapted, but fORTUNATELY i wasnt accapted. Why is it fortunate? Because i know now that if i got accapted, i would struggle a lot because i hate dealing with datas. If just i did as my dad told me.  my whole year was just me finding my own-self. Was a tough year, and also a happy year(?)--i woke up ...
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WEIIIRD

so my english lecturer told us that if you write a lot, that's good. So guess i'm going to try a bit of it? I dated twice when i was in SMP (junior high school), and have never been dating since (lol yes, it's been more than 5 years). So how could i do that?  I think i reached my puberty when i was still in smp, i had crushes and i did things i wouldnt do right now. Stupid things. In high school, i had a crush but unfortunately it wasnt going well, couldnt even start, and since i dont have any.....  oh anyway, aND THIS BLOG AND MY OTHER BLOG ARE CRINGEY AND ALAY. WHY. I CANT TAKE THIS. I WANT TO DELETE THAESE BLOGS BUT WHERE'S THE FUN IN IT SO BARE WITH ME OKAY GUYS A LITTLE BIT ALAY WONT HURT. AND OH THE GRAMMAR HURTS!!! IM NO EXPERT, STILL BAD AT IT, BUT BRUH IT WAS A MESS Okay let's back at it again. I dont know want to memorize these things but since im practising myself to write, let's give it a shot: My first boyfriend: (cringey i kno...
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HeyHey!

Helloo, oke deh, aku bingung mau post apa-_- yaa mau shared  aja deh ya._. maaf kesannya jadi curhat (eh kayaknya emang curhat sih yah-_-) Ya, post tentang experience  dalam kerjain Project Think quest yang baru selesai 25 April kemarin aja gimana? Ya waktu ituu, aku satu kelompok bareng Theo, Daniel, Azel, Dio, Naraya dalam pengerjaan Project untuk International Competition  ini. Nama group kami Scent Seeker (Arti: Pemburu Bau._.) Kenapa namanya seperti itu? Karena kami bekerja sama untuk memecahkan masalah selokan di pinggir sekolah kami yang beraroma tidak sedap._. ( School Scent Project ) Yaa, tak semudah yang di dengar, kita sampai ke salah satu laboratorium untuk cek sempel air selokannya. Sesuai dari yang kita cari tau, bahkan siswa yang kelasnya dekat dengan selokan itu sampe keluar kelas kalo bau nya keluar. Dahsyat banget ya._. Dan yaaa goal  aku di sini itu kan mau share experience, jadi gini nih, yang buat Scent Seeker ini rame pisan  itu adalah ...
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Introduce!

Hello! I'm Sekar, from Bandung, Indonesia. This blog is not my first blog, but I'll try to make it more interesting than mine before :P So, I study at one of the Junior High School at Bandung. I 'm a Directioner! (Yes, One Direction fans! So that's why I used "kryptonite" as my blog's link :P my favorite one is Zayn Malik but I loved all of them :p) Well, you can follow me at Twitter @Sekarhr . and you can visits sekar-ungkerupuk.blogspot.com  , my another blog (That's my personal blog :P, so you'll found my stories at those blog :p) Well I think It's enough for me to introduce myself. If you don't mind, you can comment something on this posted, and you can follow me up at this blog. Thanks for visits and read. :D
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