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DREAMS

I used to dream to be a singer, growing up, i gave it up. 
I cant adulting well, but letting go of my dream might be the most adulting thing i do. 
I love to sing, i really want to work with music, but it's just... it seems impossible, so i wake myself up and told myself to find a real dream--not that being a singer is unreal--it's just i saw some real talents and it seems to me that i'm a rotten potato. Anyway, i fought a lot last year. I always wanted to travel all over the world, since i like to learn new languages and i like to learn their cultures, so i wanted to go to the Hub. Internasional major, tho my dad opposed it. I fought my weak ass to study so that i got accapted, but fORTUNATELY i wasnt accapted. Why is it fortunate? Because i know now that if i got accapted, i would struggle a lot because i hate dealing with datas. If just i did as my dad told me. 
my whole year was just me finding my own-self. Was a tough year, and also a happy year(?)--i woke up late everyday, kdrama stream everyday, it was really fun! But still depressing. Like, no one did understand what was i going through, everybody was like 'i know your struggle, keep your faith!' And so, but it wasnt just enough to cheer me up. But kdrama did cheer me up so i was fine, my family and closer friends were with me too.

Anyway long story short i learned a lot from INTEN and so on that now i am accepted at UPI as an architect (architecture major), thanks to my dad. After rejecting my dad's opinion about him not liking me to go to HI; i finally accepted the reality that i need to go my dad's way. I like architect, tho. Just no matter how much the assignemts are, if it's about drawing, im totally just fine. I wish this is the right path! 

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